A Feminist Autoethnography: On Hegemonic Masculinity, Failure, and Subversive Play in League of Legends

League of Legends is one of the most popular video games in the world, and yet it is also infamously known as being filled with harassment and failure. Why do I continue to play? In this project, a critical autoethnography is used to illustrate what it is like to play in this male-dominated space as a woman. Using feminist and queer game studies as my theoretical framework, this project investigates three distinct, but interconnected concepts: hegemonic masculinity, weaponized failure, and subversive play. In chapter one, I use Raewyn Connell’s theory of hegemonic masculinity to analyze League of Legends. I argue that gameplay elements such as champion selection, communication, and role-play make it difficult to challenge hegemonic masculinity in League of Legends. However, I do acknowledge that it is possible to challenge through playing the role of support properly – by concentrating on teamwork and sacrifice. In chapter two, I use queer video game studies, including key texts by Bonnie Ruberg and Jesper Juul, to consider failure in League of Legends. While queer failure can be fun in single-player video games, I argue that failure in League of Legends can be used as a weapon to intentionally hurt your teammates. Finally, in chapter three I consider my own subversive playstyle. While some academics have argued that woman who play masculine video games using male-coded skills cannot challenge the patriarchy, I argue that embracing my femininity in League of Legends allows me to persevere and push against the patriarchy. I argue that my feminine visibility in the form of my gamertag, SJW Queen, my communication style that emphasizes positivity and mediation, and how I play League of Legends are all examples of subversive gameplay. I bring my femininity into League of Legends uncompromised and I embrace it, rather than try to escape from it.

Grantor dc:publisher

Université d'Ottawa / University of Ottawa

Year dc:date

2020

Author dc:creator

• Fedchun, Kathryn

Contributors dc:contributor

• Scott, Corrie

• Game Studies
• Queer Theory
• Hegemonic Masculinity
• Subversive Play
• Video Games
• Feminist Theory
• Queer Failure
• League of Legends
• Autoethnography

Language dc:language

en

Identifier

http://dx.doi.org/10.20381/ruor-25194

OAI identifier oai:identifier

oai:ruor.uottawa.ca:10393/40968