What is the gift of spiritual direction for women going through a season of dissidence, of deconstruction and reconstruction of faith?

My purpose and motivation in this research are to reveal what Spiritual Direction is and how and why it is a gift. In my professional practice a rising number of women going through spiritual abuse, trauma and misunderstanding from Christian pastoral leaders and personally in their faith are coming to a place described as a deconstruction. I ask, how might I speak into this arena? I needed the voices of others as well as my own, to confirm and support this work. Therefore, I invited six women to turn a light on their experiences to answer the question: what is the gift Spiritual Direction offers to women going through deconstruction of faith, what supports this process and how? I entered this process as an insider researcher in an autoethnographic field of study. I take the reader on a journey into SD, and into the deep waters of spiritual abuse, neglect, labelling and ostracizing that goes on in Christian churches. I am working with a feminist theological underpinning in this work, within an expansive Christian faith. I desired a conscious prophetic voice to bring change. The study revealed how traumatic the issue of abuse is, how debilitating being treated like a second-class citizen can be in a religious setting, and how painful leaving or changing one’s theology is within Christianity today. These women speak with their poetic and creative metaphors, truths, and offerings for the future. The concluding potential of this study supports my quest to contribute to the faith lives of women and men of all ages and the need for Christian institutions to grow in understanding faith stages, human development and women. The results have answered the question about the gift of Spiritual Direction and offer the opportunity to support change in the practice fields of pastoral care work, Spiritual Direction and counselling.

Name thesis:degree_name

Master of Professional Practice

Level thesis:degree_level

Masters

Grantor

Otago Polytechnic | Te Pūkenga

Year dc:date.issued

2021

Author dc:creator

• Connolly, Susannah

• faith
• deconstruction
• spiritual abuse
• companionship
• role of spiritual director
• inspirational

Statement dc:rights

• All rights reserved. Creative Commons Licence CC BY-NC-ND Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs 4.0 International applies except as otherwise indicated, especially for images.

Language dc:language.iso

en

Handle dc:identifier.uri

https://hdl.handle.net/10652/6352

OAI identifier oai:identifier

oai:null:10652/6352