Being and Becoming: Voice and the Performance of Self by Black and Brown Women Members of An Educational Space Organized in Whiteness

<p>This dissertation joins the voices of experiences of Black and Brown individuals in elite white spaces of independent schools. As a qualitative research project this study utilizes narrative, I Poems, and art-ifacts to create an ecology of experiences illustrating the past and the resiliency of the present. This research disrupts status quo narratives of lauded diversity efforts of excellent private school education and is a call to action for accountability in anti-racist owning up and restructuring of independent school spaces, leadership, governance and cultural practices. Undergirded by Critical Race Feminist Theory as the theoretical framework this dissertation presents the intersectional, gendered, emotional labor in the experiences as depicted by the now adult women who were once students and an adult diversity practitioner’s reflections with their art-facts of resilience. Revealed are the ways that voice, efficacy and self are performed and impacted by the context of whiteness in a learning institution. Together these solitary experiences become a chorus of voices whose survivance illuminate a powerful critique of the private school space and the omnipresence of white supremacy frameworks which shape, disrupt and sharpen the story of their lives. This research bears witness by the experiential accounts of Black and Brown members of communities who are separate and experiencing an unequal educational trajectory, managing a different burden and experiencing a completely disparate school experience than their white peers despite achieving a shared academic privilege in the white private school space.</p>

Name thesis:degree_name

Doctor of Philosophy

Level thesis:degree_level

Doctoral

Discipline thesis:degree_discipline

Urban Education

Grantor

The Graduate School and University Center of The City University of New York

Year dc:date.available

2020

Author dc:creator

• Correa, AnaMaria

Advisor dc:contributor.advisor

• Wendy Luttrell

Committee members dc:contributor.committeemember

• Jason Van Ora
• Terrie Epstein
• Dena Simmons

• Arts and Humanities
• Education
• Psychology
• Social and Behavioral Sciences
• Sociology
• Black and Brown Women
• Independent Schools
• Whiteness
• Critical Race Feminist
• Qualitative Inquiry
• Personal Narratives
• Voice

Repository record dc:identifier

https://academicworks.cuny.edu/gc_etds/4035

OAI identifier oai:identifier

oai:academicworks.cuny.edu:gc_etds-5095