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I don't want to be here

Abstract

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I Don't Want to Be Here is novel that explores questions of consent, ethics, mother-daughter relationships, and community through the lens of the Oak School when it becomes involved in a Me Too scandal. Helen Mathews, a teacher and administrator at Oak and one of the novel's protagonists, is accused of failing to act on knowledge of a student-teacher relationship that occurred in the early 2000s. She is forced to confront the judgment of the school community and her understanding of herself. Meanwhile, her daughter Turtle navigates the ups and downs of senior year and tries to figure out who she is both in relationship to and apart from her mother and the Oak School.

Degree

thesis:*
Name thesis:degree_name
Master of Fine Arts (M.F.A.)
Level thesis:degree_level
Masters
Discipline thesis:degree_discipline
English
Grantor dc:publisher
Colorado State University. Libraries
Year dc:date.issued
2022

Author and committee

dc:creator, dc:contributor.*
Authors dc:creator
  • Olson, Sarah, author
  • Ausubel, Ramona, advisor
  • Altschul, Andrew, committee member
  • Anderson, Sharon, committee member

Rights

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Statement dc:rights
  • Copyright and other restrictions may apply. User is responsible for compliance with all applicable laws. For information about copyright law, please see https://libguides.colostate.edu/copyright.
Language dc:language.iso
eng, English

Identifiers

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OAI identifier oai:identifier
oai:mountainscholar.org:10217/235588

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Olson, Sarah, author; Ausubel, Ramona, advisor; Altschul, Andrew, committee member; Anderson, Sharon, committee member. I don't want to be here. Masters thesis, Colorado State University. Libraries, 2022. https://hdl.handle.net/10217/235588