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Therefore, this qualitative study examined the understanding of and experience with suicidal ambivalence among young adult suicide attempt survivors. Guided by a phenomenological research approach, 19 young adult attempt survivors in the U.S. were interviewed using a semi-structured interview guide. Thematic analysis methods by Braun and Clarke (2006) were used, which resulted in eight themes in three areas: their description of suicidal ambivalence (internal conflict, its dynamic nature, and a source of comfort), their experience with it (conflicting desires and numbness), and their strategies for managing suicidal ambivalence (seeking help, developing new beliefs about themselves, and cultivating a sense of purpose). Findings suggest the complexity of suicidal ambivalence, along with its fluctuating nature, leads to different perceptions of ambivalence among attempt survivors. 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