A phenomenological enquiry into how chemsex impacts on gay men’s experience of intimacy

This study explores the impact chemsex may have on the intimate worlds of its users. Eight participants were interviewed using semi-structured interviews focusing on their experience of chemsex and its impact on their experience of intimacy. The material was analysed using Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis (IPA). This research method facilitates a hermeneutic phenomenological inquiry into the unique individual experience, as well as commonalities between participants. Three superordinate themes were identified. The first theme; The Quest for Intimate Connection, highlighted the participants’ need for intimate connection and a sense of belonging within a community. It also illustrated participants’ awareness of the phenomenon of ‘false intimacy’ within the chemsex context. The second theme; Living with Shame, related to the complex feelings of shame experienced by participants, particularly homophobic shame. The third and final superordinate theme was Chemsex Darkness. This theme addressed the negative and damaging ways chemsex impacted the lives of participants, with reduced sexual confidence and functioning being of particular note. The clinical significance of this study demonstrates the complex interaction between chemsex activities and participants’ lives and intimate relations. The recommendation from these findings shows that increased research and therapeutic support for chemsex users is necessary, particularly in relation to the reporting of ‘false intimacy’ and how this may interact with chemsex users making poor health and relational decisions. The study highlights the need for increased support and further research on decreased sexual confidence in chemsex users, particularly prior users who have exited the chemsex community and the implications of ‘sober sex’ in the future. The results imply that greater resources and focus is required to address feelings of shame and inferiority amongst gay men and more particularly, understanding how existential shame may lead to engagement with the chemsex world.

Level dc:type.qualificationlevel

DPsych thesis

Grantor dc:publisher.institution

Middlesex University / New School of Psychotherapy and Counselling (NSPC)

Year dc:date.issued

2022

Author dc:creator

• Lynch, G.

• Chemsex, Intimacy, relationality, Addiction, Isolation, Sexual minority, Connection, Internal shame, Sober sex

Identifier

oai:repository.mdx.ac.uk:8q2v3

OAI identifier oai:identifier

oai:repository.mdx.ac.uk:8q2v3